This will be a short post. So much is going on right now. Involving this 3 words - life, love and regret.
For me, life is simple. Love too. There's nothing wrong with these two if there were to combine. As long as we live our life out, love will be anywhere and everywhere near us.
Speaking of love, if you've found one, you're blessed. If not, just wait and keep faith going on. We know that God works in mysterious way. There must be someone for each everyone of us (as people always put it). When the time comes, do appreciate what we have. And treasure everything. Because we never know how long our dreams come true will last. And there's no point to regret or question why and what went wrong. The damaged is done.
Regret by the way is not the word to be sad of. Rather it's the word that reminds us not to live a regret life. People come and go in our life. For that, we must be prepared all the time. Or else you'll be in emotional breakdown. Just like me. We never know when they gonna drop the bombs, right? We might be caught off-guard.
p/s: I'm not the best person for you to seek advice. Nor to put on hope. I really hope that I can help you Mummy. I want to share your burden, and I know it's impossible. Nothings in the world can be compared to what you've been going through right now. But, I just want you to know, we'll always be on your side despite whatever. I love you.