Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Keeping the Pieces.

Scary isn't it?
Image taken from GoogleImage.



We're human. We make mistakes. We mis estimate. We call it wrong.

When something goes wrong, we tried to correct it. We make amendments. And sometimes, it is just a temporary fix. We have to keep on and on fixing the same 'something' that went wrong. We struggle for it. It will last forever. No one knows when its gonna end.

I like to think that my body (and soul) are made of pieces. Pieces that keep everything together. Bit by bit. Inch by inch. And the list goes on.

And sometimes the pieces just break. Without alarm. Either it's cause by me. Or someone else.

I don't know about you. But it's me. My life is in pieces. All the time. It just keep breaking. Soonest I fix one, another one goes down. It's kinda hectic. But I love it. Every bit of the process.

I'm not complaining nor frustrating. I just want to keep it together. Piece by piece. All. Even if it's broken - permanently.

p/s: Broken-hearted today. And I don't think it ever fix. :(

36 comments:

Inah said...

hey..if u're broken hearted..go somewhere where u can find peace..

take a good care of urself because nobody else will if you dont :)

Jard The Great said...

time heal all wounds... hehehe..

a.b geldofg said...

mnarik :)

m e E n said...

Bob The Builder.
Can We Fix it?
Bob The Builder.
Yes We Can..!!

HEMY said...

nak bagi kata smgat..tp ko love every bits of it..tkyah la..ehehhe

ixora said...

ermmm..jom kak rehat2 d KK..

pssstttttt, ikut bro skully..sempat lg bli tiket nih..leh kita shopping same2..jom2...

Suka Bebel said...

kalau lah broken heart tu boleh glue aje kan?hehe

kalau lah hati orang yang busuk busuk disekeliling kita ni boleh dicuci dengan clorox kan bagus kan?hehe

Wahidah said...

broken heart ke...sabar kay.,..

iNsOmNiAc said...

fixin a broken heart is alwaiz the hardest...
all the best & if u managed to do it pls, share some tips okay ;)

Monkey D Luffy said...

kadang2 nak jugak betulkan yg salah

tp ia tak akan sama seperti sediakala kan

TuN TeJa said...

loh..npe ni..sabar k...

cik siti penguin said...

I totally agree with you. we live to fix and problems keep rolling in.

*the image isn't that scary since I've seen it probably a dozen times learning biology. you should see it in the flesh O_O

amirul said...

Salam,
Eventhough buleh fix... apakah akan sama ngan yg original?

kasih said...

my friend once said...
"Chin up! Walk tall!"

Whatever it's that make you sad... Just think of person that make you happy most... and forget about those heartbreaker... Okay????

CAHAYA said...

Inah,

Thanks Inah. I want that peace. But like I said, every time I fixed one situation, the other goes down next. I'll try my best to hang on.

p/s: So far, I'm healthy as a dolphin. Hehe. :P It just my heart was sunk. Deep.

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Jard,

What if I don't have time? Erm.

CAHAYA said...

a.b.geldofg,

Apa yang menarik? Gambarajah? Ke cerita orang patah hati?

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Meen,

Menyanyi plak. Panggil la Bob tu fix hatiku yang lara. :P

CAHAYA said...

HEMY,

Haha. Kata semangat ke? Memang love. Terpaksa la. :P Tak love nanti lagi sakit jiwa.

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Ixora,

Haha. Rehat di KK? Xora, Encik Skully sudah berGF. Mati aku kena sumpah nanti. Tak pasal2 ada batu bersurat kat KK. :P

CAHAYA said...

Suka Bebel,

Kalau ada jual glue tu, ko inform aku yer.

Hati masih lagi boleh dicuci. Nak pakai clorox pun boleh. Tapi nanti luntur la kaler merah hati tu. Dah jadi warna lain plak. :P

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Wahidah,

Baiklah. Thanks. :)

CAHAYA said...

Insomniac,

Yep! The hardest. And for the time being, I just ignore that I've broken heart. I just live happy. For living and for people around me. I don't want them to be sad. :(

p/s: I'll sure share if I find the ultimate fix for this broken thingy.

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Monkey D Luffy,

Memang nak betulkan. Kalau tahu cara atau ada manual yang boleh refer kan senang. Memang takkan sama, walaupun dah upgrade. :(

CAHAYA said...

Tun Teja,

Ada la hal hati sikit. Bukan cintan cintun pun. Huhu. :( Sabar la ni. Thanks.

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Cik Siti Penguin,

I don't want to forever fixing. I want some permanent solution. Something that I can hold on at least for a long time before it's start to break again.

p/s: I'm writing this post around 5ish. And I'm kinda wanna puke when I search for the image. Hehe.

CAHAYA said...

Amirul,

Salam. Takkan sama dengan original. Lagipun Cahaya dah tak pasti rasa original tu macam mana. Dah banyak kali fix. Dah banyak kali rosak. :)

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kasih,

Haha. I remember those. Thanks babe.

p/s: I will think of you la then. Let's Zouk this 3rd May. :P

Ad Rifza said...

Sabar..Tiap sesuatu yang berlaku dengan hikmahNYA..Even perkara yang kecil sekalipun berlaku dengan ada hikmahnya..
Walau kesilapan itu berulangpn ada hikmahnya..Yang penting kita telah memperbaikinya setiap kali kesilapan berlaku..

haritz said...

sakit hati, hati kecewa dan mcm2 lagi. Kenapa takder nama khas untuk itu erkk..

Ju-Jue On the Line said...

If there's no breaking, then there's no healing. And if there's no healing, then there is no learning. And if there's no learning, then there's no struggle. And struggle is a part of life - Quoted from a TV show

TuN TeJa said...

ok2.gud girl..if da pa pe..text me okeh.. :)

DrSam said...

You got to fix you heart with something that is hard enough CAHAYA, nobody will ever break it - Hati emas?

CAHAYA said...

Ad Rifza,

Harap2 begitulah. InsyAllah ada hikmahNya.

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Juju,

One tree hill. Thanks babe. :P

CAHAYA said...

Teja,

Thanks thanks thanks. Bila nak dtg KL lagi? :)

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Dr Sam,

Is there such 'hati emas'? Hehe. Yes, I need something vulnerable and reliable. I'll try better next time. Pray for me, will ya? :)

CATZ said...

hi Cahaya,

broken heart?
this is life...realitinya.
ada saja perkara yg melukakan..
just move on..time will heal.
tapi, easier said than done kan..
ckp mmg senang.
kalau lah hidup ini indah saja..
apa2 pun...ini lah realiti hidup..
but at least u masih hidup, ada good career, could enjoy good food...have family and frens..
cheers...

As said...

inshaAllah will be fixed...with the love of God

In The Nite Garden said...

Jadi la hati batu supaya tidak mudah utk dipecahkan..

Perhaps tears could wipe off the sadness inside your heart..

Or maybe u could go to the beach and just scream out loud.

iz said...

broken heart- yes it can heal but very slow depend on the body is if u so emo sure the healing take time.
Fix with crepe bandages-

izan said...

cahaya,

pujuk2 hati selalu dengan mikirkan perkara2 yang positif. siapa lagi yang akan menceriakan hidup kita selain diri kita sendiri.

bila cahaya ceria.... orang disekeliling juga turut rasa gembira. sekali sekala ... jadilah lilin..... bangkitkan semangat ceria itu. :)

CAHAYA said...

Catz,

Reality hurts. :) Semuanya tak selalu berada di side kita. Dan kadangkala perlu akur atas apa yang terjadi.

p/s: tapi masih sakit la. :( walaupun dah fikir benda lain.

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As,

InsyaAllah. Amin. :)

CAHAYA said...

In The Nite Garden,

Pernah dulu menjadi hati batu, tapi orang lain cakap terlalu keras pulak. Bila dah dilembutkan, ada je yang ambil kesempatan. :(

Jauhnya pantai. :P Pantai dalam je la.

p/s: keras hati. yer, itu dulu. :(

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iz,

Crepe bandages also can't hold the pain in my heart. I guess I need concrete to fix to normal. Maybe above normal.

I know time will do the justice and everything. But I'm tired of hanging on. I can't hold it anymore. Kinda losing it.

Thanks. :)

CAHAYA said...

Kak Izan,

Dah penat pujuk, tapi hati ini degil. Dah tak makan pujuk rayu sendiri. :)

Gedik kan? Hehe. Cahaya sentiasa ceria. Utk mereka semua dan kamu.