Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Yes, I've Got A Crush On You!

Taken from Google

Do you ever have a crush on someone? Do you still have a crush on him/her after some times?

I have had one. I've got a crush on my senior. It was my junior year (Form 4). He was like Zac Efron's of my school (if you don't know who is Zac Efron, try Google his name). He was with all charisma and attitude. Every time he walked up the room, I can felt his groove and I'll have goosebumps. Awh! He was fantastic, handsome and every girls dream.

Really?

But that was before. We've meet again after 12 years. Last Monday, VLSI Mini Forum @ Maya Hotel, KL. And the conversation started like this.


Hai, you sekolah kat TI Cheras dulu kan?
Err, yep. Do I know you?
You Sakinah kan? My junior?
Err, agaknya. (God knows how hard I try to recall)
Dah lama. You dah tak cam dah. Masing2 dah lain dah sekarang ni.
Tu la. Sorry la, I'm not good with names.
Ohh. Nama I Diddy.
Diddy? Bro yang ajar kawad tu ke?
Haaa. Betul la tu. Ingat pun.

He is all different. I mean, so different. His slender and tall body was fully transformed. Most of the body covered with fat. Yeah! He's fat. I know I'm in no position to judge or whatever. But, he is totally different. I had goosebumps. But not the same kind that I've felt before.

I start to wonder why I had a crush on him in the first place. My mind was away from whatever they've discussed at the forum. Yeah, whatever. I'll catch up later. I've to digest a lot of information here and none of it forum related.

I know people change, literally speaking. But, this is way TMTH!

After all, crush is only a crush. You'll be wonder why, that's for sure.

p/s: I'm happy to meet him again. He is not all bad. :)

28 comments:

TuN TeJa said...

haha..yep..tapi tu la..dok syok sorang2 je..haha..saje suka2...eleleh..suka bangat la tu ye

CAHAYA said...

Haha. Suka la jugak. :P

Honeya Diaz said...

nothing to loose if u give it a try. If he's still single, pa lagi jalan tros. but if u already in a relationship,make him as good friend but put a barrier between dat. kang pening nak buat pilihan. =P

tchersally said...

I had a crush once..and it brought me and him to where we are now!!

p/s : still feels the same goosebumps..hikkkss..

Wahidah said...

crush? penah ajo...hehehe...

best pe that feel..hehehe

i.am.belle said...

oh mmg time sekolah dgn terkini tak sama. kalau yg dulu tu hensem skrg kemungkinan besar jauh panggang dari api xD

Monkey D Luffy said...

dah kawen kot :)

amirul said...

Salam cahaya,
Itu kan lumrah kehidupan? Manusia akan berubah mengikut masa... errr... I means... rupa zaman sekolah ngan zaman kerja... kalu dah suka tu... apasalahnya give a try? Jgn plak mamat tu dah berkahwin... melepas nanti... :)

zafi said...

Nice entry!!!
auch... its hard to say(Crush)!!

MariaFaizal said...

Dear,oh dear...
Peeps say old crush dies hard :D

But I have crush all the times!

(lead actor Twilight,CSI NY's Gary Sinise, intelligent good looking bloggers who write damn well!! etc etc... to name a few here :)

My true love BTW..well you-know-who.. :D

Redbloodsnow said...

hehe...tahu zie ngan si zac tuh.means time die tuh kat high school dulu..die tuh ensem n famos la ek kat skola...skrggg...TETTTTT!!! apa sudah jadi..hehehehe

yup...peoples change kan yang :)

aRaBeLLa said...

ahakss nak tergelak akak punye quote mase 'leave ur comment nih'..tingat Edward sehh..

akak,me of cos la pernah crush mase sekolah dulu2..tapi skg dah tak kot..someone telah buka pintu hati yg lama da kosong niee..hmmmm..

CAHAYA said...

Honeya,

Try? Err, I don't intend to, actually. But, I know he's definitely single and available.

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tchersally,

Awh, sweet! I envy you. And the fact that you still have the same goosebumps is cool! :)

CAHAYA said...

i.am.belle,

bukan panggang je jauh dr api. macam2 la lagi perbezaan yang tiada tolok bandingnya. Huhu. Seram sehh!

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Luffy,

Blom. Dia confess sendiri tu. :P

CAHAYA said...

Amirul,

Lumrah dan ketentuan Dia. Cuma Cahaya tak sangka la pulak sampai macam tu sekali. Hehe. Tapi bro, dulu dia kita douchebag la. Skang ni, punching bag ada la. :P

Belum kawen dan masih single. :P Tapi saya takde plak nak try. Hehe.

CAHAYA said...

Zafi,

Thanks. :) It's really hard to say. But crush is only a crush. Nothing fancy about it anymore.

CAHAYA said...

Sis Maria,

That's why. People say the flame is not easy to put off. But why when I saw him the other day, the fire and spark was put down by a bucket full of ice. Sejuk terus. Hehe.

Everyone have their celebrity crushes. Me included. Hehe. Good looking blogger? Hehe. I wonder who.

Auwh! Sweet. I envy you, you've found yours!

CAHAYA said...

RedBlood,

Itulah dia. Dulu memang sangat2 HOT. Now, sejuk sudah. :P

People change. But this is too much to handle la gal.

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Arabella,

Teringat Edward eh? Kiyut kan? Serius dah terbuka pintu hati? Alhamdulillah. :) Good for you.

CAHAYA said...

Wahidah,

Agree. Best kan feel masa tu. Your eyes will search for him everytime you pegi mana2. Awh, I missed that moment. :P

haritz said...

"I always crush my orange before I drink it teacher.." good boy, you can sit down.

ixora said...

huahuahua...Xora pun br jumpa sorang makhluk kaum adam yg da 8 taun tak jumpa...

ntah dia buta mata atau buta hati tak tau la...kata Xora makin kecik..tapi Xora rasa dia yang makin besar..budak rugbi skola teknik dlu..ermmm...ntah2 dia nak sedapkan hati xora kot..hahaha..mampos la...rilek sdah..

zamspotte said...

hehe.. ctuff crust is sooooo delicious...

Since then sis, do you fall in love with him?? Huhu

DrSam said...

lesson of the day - when you are having a really passionate crush on someone, make sure to preserve the 'crush' so that fat won't accumulate with time.

HEMY said...

hahha..means your crush now has just got crushedddd!!!!ekekeke

CAHAYA said...

Haritz,

Crush your orange? Haha. Okay. Sekarang dah ada dijual dlm kotak. Tak perlu bersusah payah. :P

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Ixora,

Hehe. Ye ke? Tapi Xora, ari tu Eddy pun cakap Xora kecik je orangnya. :)

Tapi dalam kes Xora ni, akak rasa si budak rugby tu yang membesar kot. Haha. Bila nak balik KL ni?

Anyway, Happy Birthday gal.

CAHAYA said...

Zamspotte,

Stuff crust? Apa kena mengena dgn crush? Hehe. Takpe. Dimaafkan.

Fall in love? Nope. He's just a litle crush, which is not so little anymore. Haha. :P

CAHAYA said...

Dr Sam,

Haha. Preservative is not good for health. So that's why I choose the traditional way to remember him.

I guess he ate a lot of preservative food that make him now. So again, don't take preservative added food. :P

CAHAYA said...

HEMY,

He didn't get crush at all. I'm the one all crushed! :P