I'm single. So this break up is not a normal break up. It's friendship. Someone dearie chose to break our 'ship' via SMS yesterday.
He said he will leave me. He said he will leave everyone. And this wasn't the first time he said it.
Even it wasn't the first time he said it, I still hurt by the SMS. I tried to ignore. I tried not to bother. But I'm human with feelings. And of course, I feel sad. I remember the day he asked again, "So, I'm your friend ke bukan?" after several quarrel we had. And only God knows how often we did that.
"Of course I'm your friend," and I will always be. No matter how many times he try to break up with me. No matter how hard he try to be away from me. I will always be here. I will always by his side. Just holler when you need me dear.
But I still think that I deserve better than just a SMS, don't you think so?
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Telah kukatakan padamu oh sayang
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