Wednesday, September 2, 2009

I Feel Too Much!

As for now, myself;

outside: calm and collected with a vague smile.
inside: pandemonium. utter and complete mayhem.

I know, it doesn't add up. Maybe I do feel too much. I don't know. I'm only me.


Jard The Great said...

hoh........ same as me.. huhu

suezensuzanna said...

huhuhu...just put a smile on ur face

DrSam said...

Looks like you are experiencing a conflict in identity nih. Probably you can try pakai baju terbalik pulak - hopefuly that can become an antagonist to your personality and counter the conflict (manalah tahu petua dibulan puasa ni :).

@xiM said...


cj'alhafiz said...

sumtime i juz wonder who i realy m?!
sumtimes i juz feel lost...
and sumtimes it suffocatez me... out of breath!!
sumtimes i feel like like dying
though i don't realy know the true feeling of dying..the pains, the suffers..

CAHAYA said...


Sama ke? Hmm.



I'm smiling. ;)

CAHAYA said...


Dah 2, 3 kali pakai baju terbalik waktu Ramadhan ni. Dah nak betul dah kot. Haha. Hows your Ramadhan DrSam?




CAHAYA said...


I lost once, in myself. But I'm back to be me, once again. Alhamdulillah.

No one knows what is dying like. No one really knows. And I wish not to suffer if I'm in one.

"Rabbana atina fiddunya hasanah, wafilakhirati hasanah, wakina aza bannar"

DrSam said...

My Ramadhan is great CAHAYA. I hope yours is even better.

Where is that heavenly masjid with Semerah padi theme tu CAHAYA?

CAHAYA said...


Yeah. So much better. ;) I love it. Alhamdulillah.

Masjid dekat rumah my mom at Gombak. Ada ramai imam kat sini. But ada 1 je yang baca ala2 Semerah Padi tu. Terus terpikat. Rasa macam dengar recording je. Alfatihah je boleh nangis. ;) Subhanallah.

Faisal Admar said...

don't get your emotion control you ok?
just stay calm as outside.
right mindset would help... a lot.

CAHAYA said...

Faisal Admar,

Surely dear. So far, my inside a bit chaos and everywhere. Alhamdulillah not at outside. Better not to tell the whole wide world about it. Aite?

I hope for the best and always the best. But I missed the 'fun' me.

dukunlintah plk said...

can i join the club.. haha

izan said...


moga2 Ramadhan kali ini membawa berbagai makna.... :) senyum selalu.

CAHAYA said...

dukunlintah plk,

Takde bukak club pun. Hmm. ;)

CAHAYA said...

Kak Izan,

InsyaALLAH. Buat masa ini Ramadhan Cahaya sangat superb. Alhamdulillah. ;)