Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Cry me a river.

I can't remember when was the last time I really shed a tear for something. Be it any occasions, even funerals. My sister, Jamie said that I'm a cold-hearted person. Keras hati? Hati batu? Hati sejuk? Ah, I don't know. She called me lotsa things too. Why this one matter?

I can't choose when and how I wanna feel or react over this and that. For me, crying and emotionally involved in something is not the same. You may be crying because you're sad, but if I'm not crying, it doesn't mean I'm any less sad.

Um.

Am I really a cold-hearted person like she said? If crying a river help me from being called cold-hearted person (or face), should I start enrolling drama class then?

I want that big pillow, so I can cry to it while I'm sleeping.

17 comments:

Encik Mimpi said...

bestnye bntal mcm tuu

CAHAYA said...

Encik Mimpi - Tu lah. Nak cari satu. Boleh peluk bantal kalau xde orang yang nak dipeluk. Hehe. :)

Mimpi said...

Tears is just a few drops of water.

Anyway it's not easy to please peoples.
We all have our own way of accepting sad news be it crying,be alone,silent,etc.

CAHAYA said...

Mimpi - Yeah. Seems so. A few drops that people eagerly wants to see whenever bad things happen. Um.

I agreed. I guess, fool sees not the same tree that a wise man sees. ;)

Ad Rifza said...

Bestnye jadi bantal..erkk! tetiba.. haha..
Tangisan dalam hati pun ada jugak org tak nampak..hehe..

mahpuzah said...

girl,people handle their sadness and grief in their own way. some people cry some don't. ada yg menangis dlm hati...apa pun u handle your grief in your own way ok? wish u all the best in life honey .

~0~ said...

tangis...tangis la sepuas nye...

sepul said...

dah lama aku tak nangis. hmmm bila ntah last nangis dah lupa pun

Kniedaz said...

bukan semua org mudah menangis...tp kniedaz mmg cepat menangis.. tgk oprah pun nangis..cengeng plak huhu

suezensuzanna said...

aiyo...dun cry2....ok..:D...let me lend u my shoulder:D

ohoh...me..last menangis during my frenz nyer nikah:D

tchersally said...

Yup..just that u don't cry a river doesn't means that u are cold inside kan sis..

CAHAYA said...

Ad Rifza - Tangisan hati, diri sendiri je rasa. Cukup lah tu.

Best eh jadi bantal? Offer la jadi bantal sesape. Mesti ramai nak. :P


mahpuzah - Thanks so much. Everyone may have the same dough, but not the same bread. :)

CAHAYA said...

~0~ - Tolong ajar kan. Boleh?


sepul - Great! Maksudnya hidup ko tgh best. Happy memanjang. :)

CAHAYA said...

Kniedaz - Orang kata yang mudah menangis ni hatinya lembut. Mungkin betul kot kata kakak Cahaya. Cahaya ni keras hati, tu pasal la tak nangis2.


suezensuzanna - Tak nangis pun u. Tak reti pun macam mana nak mula. Hmm. Thanks for the offer of lending your shoulder for me to cry on. Sweet!

CAHAYA said...

tchersally - Yeah! But people believe what they see on the outside than the inside. What to do!

dukunlintah plk said...

we belong to the same kategori.. kategori cacat perasaan.. wahaha.. who cares!!

CAHAYA said...

Hehe pak dukun. True, who cares?