I can't choose when and how I wanna feel or react over this and that. For me, crying and emotionally involved in something is not the same. You may be crying because you're sad, but if I'm not crying, it doesn't mean I'm any less sad.
Am I really a cold-hearted person like she said? If crying a river help me from being called cold-hearted person (or face), should I start enrolling drama class then?
I want that big pillow, so I can cry to it while I'm sleeping.