To tell you the truth, I've lost count of how many boyfriends or flings I had since I was young (I'm still young, okay). The thing is, I’m not good looking. In fact, I'll be in 'the not beautiful', if there's a category to it. My nose is too flat for my face (kemek kot, plus kembang). Then, my ear can be compared to flapping butterfly wings, which I always hide with my hair. And my eyes are actually too small for my own good (seriously, I want big set of eyes). And I should loose half of my current weight to achieve my BMI and beats Angie Jolie's body.
Haha. Sounds like not grateful at all, kan? No lah. Just my point of view and how I see myself through a mirror. Alhamdulillah as I was born with everything, cukup segala segi. :) Thanks Allah.
I don't actually want to blab or condemn about my physical appearances. As today is the 14th of February, I think it is
I can easily fall in love with someone. Even the guy don't even have any feelings towards me, I keep on treating him like a boyfriend. They used to tell me that I am a very good friend and if it was under a different circumstance, they would have loved to be my boyfriend. Yeah right! In my dreams. Haha. *sarcastic*rasa nak muntah, kan?*
Among all of the guys that I fell in love with, there can never be one quite like Riza. He really got me into him when he quoted a line in one Malay movie at the night of 14th February 2006.
"Baby, 'you're the 99% perfect girl because no one is really perfect.' And I love you. You're perfect at my eyes. I don't care what others think about you." *The quote from the movie are the one in bold letters.* :)Never knew that my life change after that 14/2/2006. We just walk around the lake of Titiwangsa that night. Hanya bersaksikan bulan dan langit. Chewah! We walked. We talked. And I can't believe that I can actually walk for about 10 rounds that night. Haha. Funny. When you're in love, it can make you do something that you wouldn't do when you're not. There's no fancy celebration. No candlelit. No gifts.
To me, love isn't flowers, chocolates, lavish praises and extravagant gifts.
It's someone loving you, warts and all.
p/s: The next day, we still had the normal V-day celebration complete with the works. Fancy dinner at KL Tower, a full dozen of roses with various colors. And.... Haha. :)