Friday, June 19, 2009
Haha and Huhu.
This is the 100th post. Yay! Let's celebrate. And let me choose how. This is my kinda celebration. Bare with it. And here it goes.
I'm still not over whatever happen for the last few weeks. Good and bad, or even worst. I'm grateful that the Merciful still give me the strength and power to hold on after of all things had happened. I don't know for how long. But I'm sure will try my best to hold on and keep myself together. Pray for me, will ya?
I want to move to the new course. New direction. And hopefully it will turn out good this time. I want to think less of the not-so-important stuffs and focus on things that surely will do me good. I know we're all human, and it's likely for us to make mistakes and sometimes the same mistakes twice. But I don't like the idea of certain people, who condoning the behavior of careless human, that always make mistakes and never learn from it. If we're so careless and always make error, what's the differences between us (human) and the non-human? I'm just wondering, never questioning.
As for my life, lots of things happen for this week itself. Some are worth my attention and had caught my eyes. And some are way too much to handle. I almost get carried away by the situation. Even it's likely me to be carried away all the time.
GOOD things like job promotion, cousin's wedding and also our can't wait Pesta Malam Indonesia (PMI) concert, really filled up my days with smile. Not-so-GOOD events like my cousin's miscarriage, the issue of 'feeling guilty' and few bombing-and-bashing with colleagues over something irrelevant, had overwritten all the GOOD vibes.
I just hope that next week will turn out good for me. I need it. I will feel so low if it does not happen. I know it's so much to ask. There's nothing wrong to hope for something good, right?
Sorry, if this 'celebration' kinda emotional.
p/s: Take care and have a great great full blast weekend to all of you. I'll sure have mine at PMI's concert tomorrow. Thanks to Eddy for the tickets (walaupun susah sangat nak dapat. Ops!)