Taken from Google.com
Have you said something bad about other people and then feel bad about it? I'm not saying about bad talk or bad mouth. I'm referring to the undiscovered truth (only now it was discovered) about someone, and this truth made that person looks bad.
I feel guilty. Guilty over something I've said to someone yesterday. I wish that I could shut my mouth up and say nothing about it.
But one can only wish. I certainly can't do anything about what I've already did. Even if it was bad. Even if it turns out bad. I have to accept all the consequences over action that I did. So much of taking ownership, I guess.
If you're in my situation, what will you feel bad/guilty about? Are you feel bad about what will happen between those two? Or are the guilt from your action of telling, where you can't shut your mouth and meddling with other people issue?
Mine will be the second. I feel guilty because I said those things. I guess the word 'betrayal' is best to describe my action. It was the truth. But it should never came out from me. Supposedly not from my very mouth.
I'm now still listing my course of action. Both of them are my friends. I'm kinda stuck and caught in the middle. I will surely feel guilty over time if I don't say it to friend A. But I do feel really bad right now to friend B for said it. Both action will lead me to guilty feelings. It just the matter of time, maybe.
A: I'm so glad that you've already know about it. I know you said that I did what I had to do and should not feel guilty. But I did feel it, so bad in fact.
B: I'm so sorry. I know sorry does not change the fact or whatever I've done. But I wish I can do better as your friend in the future. I'm really sorry.
p/s: Feels like crying. Feels like hell.