Taken from Google.com
Do you believe in 'Jodoh'? Me? I kinda believe that all; 'Jodoh', 'Ajal' and 'Maut' are already been written in our 'book'. The 'book' that have our stories in it, all the ups and downs, all the episodes, all everything.
I want to believe that the one that I'm dating right now is my 'jodoh'. Is he? I don't know. Part of me says yes. And the other says otherwise. It's not that I don't have faith in him. I just don't have faith in me. I'm afraid after we move on to the next level, there's another different story has been written. I'm afraid that he's not the one. Or I make the wrong choice.
People around me said that there's no right and wrong answer about this. What I have to do is move on to the next level and see how is it goes. That's what I fear most. What if it turns bad? What if he don't love me anymore in the future? And the list of bad things goes on.
One thing I know for sure, all have been written in our 'book'. If he's meant for me, he will be mine. And if he's not, I hope I will find another. I pray to Allah it won't happen that way. I hope HE will guide me. I hope HE shows me the way.
Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah, dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu, yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena, langkah merapuh, tanpa dirimu
Oh karena, hati telah letih
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu, yang selalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku, selalu memujamu
Tanpamu, sepinya waktu, merantai hati
Oh bayangmu, seakan-akan
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yang memanggil, rinduku, padamu
Seperti udara yang ku hela kau se-lalu ada