There's too many clouds, and not enough sun; The rain must fall on everyone.

For me, human emotion is a dangerous substance. It built from so many different binding things.

‘It's when you read things and you realized that some of
those were true, its when you just get sick of admitting it.’-
CAHAYA

Any sort of relationship should be taken seriously. There are not just a mean of entertainment. And if one start considering it like that; begin to play with peoples feelings, it always end up in misery.

It was not the differences in opinion that keep people apart. And never about having someone else behind ones back. But the lack of an emotional connection. The real connection. Emotional connections are everything. And if there isn't one, the whole thing becomes a bit of the lost cause.

Relationships should never be places of great unpleasantness and emotional isolation.

Above is an artificial scale. Soon you'll see my feet on not-so-artificial one. You might already know this about me. And how bad I want this. I'm always longing to change myself. To feel other things. But its real. Its actual. Palpable, and not theoretical.

This is who I am. I just want to break. To feel the edges of things. Wish me luck!