It sucks when people make jokes about you and it hurts more when you laughed your ass off their jokes. What it makes you then? Joker? or Loser? Your pick!
To be honest, I've tried everything. I've tried pills, starving myself, exercises till I sprained my ankle (twice), slimming programs, no-rice-diet for months, all-protein-diet whatsoever to get rid all the fats. None of these make me slimmer but sick. And these thick fats not only affected me physically, but emotionally as well. My self-esteem get lower and lower everyday until I lose myself in the process.
After few incidents, I've made some changes. I've learned to live with my body. Be comfortable and proud of myself. After all, life is short, and I don't wanna waste it by being a miserable fat girl. I own my body and I love it. Don't get me wrong, this doesn't mean that I've given my hope to get my perfect body. At least now I'm doing it slow and steady. Exercise and eat right. And to hell out what people wanna say about me.
Being fat, especially fat girl is not easy. You have to look right (at least fat-girl-material right) and you have to smell good too. Believe me, I've got tons of compliments of being fat girl that aren't smelly. Yeay! No one likes smelly stinky ass to be around them. Be it fat nor hot girl. Speaking of look right means fashion, and I've one icon when it comes to fat girl fashions.
She is Beth Ditto. She is a self-proclaimed 'FATshionista'. She wears what the hell she wants and be okay about it. She embraces her body in all its fleshy naked glory and shows it off to maximum effect. I wish I am that daring. She is a dab hand at turning belts into necklaces and skirts into ponchos (who will think of that, right?). When she does the monochrome look she gives it a rock chick edge with a slash of red lipstick and thick wings of black eyeliner. She chooses outfits that flaunt her figure and personality rather than camouflaging either. Beth Ditto, I salute you. I heart your style and you rock!
She's cool, right?
So if you're fat, thin, size 0 (or below 0), size 10 or size 32, believe me, you're special in every single way. That's what Aguilera said. And she's so damn right!