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I finally feel relieved from all my doubts and uncertainty. Knowing the truth hurts, but it would be worst if I keep on dwelling on the same things for Allah-knows-when just because I never knew the truth.
I can choose to hate him and blame him for he hurt me so badly, but I choose not to. Because I knew I would never able to do so.
It would be easier to bless him and start all over to know him as a 'friend'. I'm glad that we talked things out and we did not end up as enemy. Though I might not considered as his so-called close/good friends, at least there is still friendship between us.
It might seem saddening for a couple to end up as 'friend', but I'm blessed that we did not end up as 'enemy'. I will bless his life, no matter what lies beyond the future, he can be sure that I'm always here for him, as a friend, always!
I will forever bless him for his future, and I wish him happiness always. May he find his true love one day (too bad I was not the one he wanted!).
People said he does not deserve to have me in his life (ayat pujuk ni, nak ambil hati la tu), but I felt that I was not good enough to match him.
>>>>>> to be continued